Long story short: I'm helping my cousin earn money online and I found this site since it looks legit and its free. Apparently you get a penny for every advertisment you view. Depends on how many there are per day I guess. So far I made 4 cents today in a few minutes.



If you're looking for something to see you through the day then you could give this website a shot.

If you have any questions or reactions you'd like me to answer you may post it.

I'm gonna go crawl under a rock and die now.

OMG HAHAHA~! WATANUKI IS BLUSHING ALL OVER THE PLACE! X3 

I forgive them for not including Haruka stroking Watanuki's cheek. Having him say 'kawaii' ain't so bad~

Shitty day was shitty. Thank you Lord for HOLiC!
 

IT'S AROUND MIDNIGHT HERE SO ITS THE NEW YEAR IN THE PHILIPPINES!!!

APPERANTLY ITS TRADITION TO BLOW MINIATURE FIREWORKS IN PLACES TO SCARE OFF EVIL SPIRITS.

MY EARS HURT LIKE HELL AND I CANNOT HEAR OUT OF MY LEFT.

AS OF THIS TYPING THEY ARE BLOWING UP THE KITCHE---OH MY *&^*(&^%^(*&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








HAPPY NEW YEARS GUYS I'M OFF TO FAN OUT THE GUEST ROOM I'M STAYING IT!

PEACE OUT!

I drank wine for the first time and I thought "You'd have to be pretty drunk to...drink...this...?" *LIGHTBULB* CHUG CHUG CHUG!

Christmas was shitty because my aunt is having the time of her life she didn't give us squat even though she professes to 'taking care of us'!

FUCK YOU!!!

And I'd like to extend my warmest and most heartfelt thanks to my uncle and his children, whom auntie dearest said were a bunch of thieves and so and so. You made Christmas better than all those years I had to spend with her!





MERRY CHRISTMAS GAIZ!!!

I know something is wrong with me. I can't feel emotional attachment for extended periods of time. I do love my family but there are times when I don't think I love them because it isn't 'enough' in a sense.

Then there are attachment to things when I think I should have. I honestly cannot hold onto a memento for long. I lost a bracelet my friend gave me and even if I found it I know I'd lose it again. My mother's necklace is just hanging on the wall gathering dust. I miss her badly but I feel so detached.

There are also days when I wish I could be angry forever, because I feel so humiliated when it dies down after wards. Like when someone does something wrong and I reprimand them the feeling goes away and then I just don't care. I actually have to cough up the effort to be angry or to actually give a damn because if I don't they get away with it.

I feel so fucked up right now. I never really wanted anything out of life except the material things. I was just content to follow my mom around if it made her happy. Now she's dead and I have no idea what to fucking do with myself. 

I've been sitting in front of the computer for the past 16 hours. My sister is worried about me but I don't want to go home.  I don't want to go home and feel nothing again. T_T

I remember in high school where one student told me "You know what? I believe that you cry before you sleep every night because you're fat." And she was not being condescending either. She was actually serious.

All I could think about was how many fucking shit telenovelas this girl must have read. I usually laughed my weight off, and it was more fun that way. That and I was lazy and loved food WAY too much. I don't eat when I'm sad.

So one day I decided to download the whole first season and marathoned it to hell.

I love this show so much. <3

But we DO have All Saint's Day and All Souls Day.

I think I went overboard buying flowers and candles. I still have to buy wax for the marble and gold paint to redo the lettering. >_>

Speaking of overboard I'm in another one of my internet addicted funks again and I seriously have not slept for the past 24 hours and then some. I figure I'll stay awake 'til 10. No matter how tired I am, for some reason, I can only get in 5 to 6 hours decent sleep. WTF body

Thanks to jlarinda I finally got myself a VP(Virtual Pet/Tamagochi). It made me select for a few types of pets. I chose a penguin from the simple goldfish or frog to the very bizarre Pikachu reject and what looks like a Blue Whale.

I've named it Kherupim. This guy's boring. All it wants to do is play dice.

In a chapter of TRC I noticed that Shaoran Jr. was talking about Watanuki with a tender smile on his face. There has to be a basis for that. Maybe those two were once like the Mokonas, being able to meet each other in a dream. I could see Watanuki visiting Shaoran Jr. a lot inside the dream world while Shaoran Jr. was held captive. Watanuki going "oniisan" on Shaoran Jr. would be cute. X3

I had a dream where Watanuki was reborn as a bird with the egg Doumeki has. That would make for one of the most bittersweet finales. I had tears in my eyes when I woke up. ;-;